Friday, April 07, 2006

Beginning again

It's been almost an year since I wrote on this blog, or anywhere else for that matter except for coursework. for the last one year I was in the first year of the most gruelling b-school education atleast in India. Worked harder than I had ever done before, and did not give up inspite of two significant setbacks. Am proud of how i worked over the last year, not of anything that I achieved (which wasn't much), but how I worked, hard. Now it wasn't as much as some people, but I had always been lazy. And I think I have overcome that laziness now. There is defintely a sense of achievement.

The downside of it was that for one year, my life was in a way, suspended. There was one overwhleming theme and anything that made to push me away from the theme was brusquely put away, for fear that it might make me waver, might make me stop. I do not know whether what I did or what I would do for a few more years are correct. But I have taken a decision not to rethink everyday (something that was a habit of mine in IIT days), but to work on a decision and see how things pan out. Be a little patient.

In three hours I am leaving for Chennai to do my summer internship. Have to pack my comp anytime now.